December 2010
“Taking the risk and letting it out may be worth it.”
– random horoscope
my goodness.
Feel kinda like shit today. Sinuses fucked up from the cats last night, got a soar throat now too. Still really drowsy for last nights nyquil. grape juice seems to be making me feel great. Not i wish my body wasnt completely drained. (no i dont have mono. had it when i was a kid.) (also i gave caitlin mono once, and all i got was a strep throat from it. that was like 2 years ago.) so yeah pretty...
People change.
Im not able to be there every single time you want me to be. I can’t listen to everything you want to tell me. I cant respond to your million text messages a day. Clearly you havent moved on, clearly it’s making me want to distance myself from you. I dont want to but you are driving me up a fucking wall.
Do you know what I appreciate?
I appreciate any first with anyone, any first kiss, first hug, first anything. I like that shit, i dont do things because i dont feel anything for it. If i like you i will kiss you, if i feel anything for you i will hug you. I dont like when shit doesnt feel sentimental. sure that sounds gay but fuck it. Maybe it doesnt, but I just like having that first moment with someone. I can name off the...
Merry Christmas.
My brother is the most ungrateful little shit in the world. He wanted an Ipad, but honestly little expensive. The gift I asked for was a strech/ kind of expensive and i didnt get it. But, he gave me a shit load of money, and also my brother got a shit load of money. Now, hes doing his pissy little whining. Some one call the Waaaaaaambulance
I havent been on tumblr in a bit.
Mainly because my computer hasnt turned on for about a week or two now. But, to restart my blogging.
-Todays events:
Great waking up to a great group of people at matt schwantes’ apartment, from a amazing, crazy, mind boggling night.
Had to work.
Went over to sarah’s place for a small xmas party which was fun seeing faces that i havent seen in awhile.
party at amy lou’s...
now i'm
drinking two 40’s of budlight. Gotta be classy.
Sister is really drunk.
My sister is completely hammered. After i picked her up, every ten seconds she would thank me for picking her up. Before she even got in the car, she busted her ass by falling due to snow. Then when we got home, and i was letting her out. She fell yet again. Now she is yelling about the taco bell we got, and also she thinks the chick from always sunny is holding a taco bell cup. When it’s...
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Day diez: One confession.
I really don’t know what I want in terms of girls or what not. (I’m not gay or coming out right now to clarify).
I’m really not sure what I want as in relationship, I don’t know how I should really go about my next relationship.
My main part of this whole confession: When I like a girl, I actually like her. If I hook up with someone it’s because I actually like...
My interesting body.
I tend to do things people are crazy and, think something is wrong with me. People worry about my sleep habits. Most the time people worry because if i work at 4am i choose to stay up all night. People may think I’m stupid, or that not sleeping those few hours is unhealthy. Yes it’s probably bad for me at some point, but I know how my body works. I would preform better with a...
Day Nueve: Two Smilies that Describe Your Life...
1. #L# ( the L is a nose.)
2. X_x. How i feel after that all nighter and 9 hour shift
Day Ocho: 4 turn on's
1. I like when a girl has a really nice smile. =)
2. I dont prefer boobs over an ass or vice versa. I like nice curves though.
3. being able to make me laugh.
4. Having a good state of mind.
SORRY PO! looked at two different ones, because I missed a day, and forgot which one i typed in at first =).
BAHAHAHAAH Day siete: Four Turn Offs.
1. Mustaches on women. I cant even grow one, so if yours is showing. Ew.
2. Not taking care of yourself. I notice things, other kind of facial thing, eyes brows. You are a women, you should be away if your eyebrows are alittle bushy.
3. Not communicating, communication is a big thing in keeping a good relationship.
4. Not being honest with me from the get go, I am a understanding, and I will...
Day Seis (sp?): Five People Who Mean A Lot (In No...
1. Jamba crew. there not just people they are family.
2. My actually family, bro sis dad.
3. Mason kelley. You are going to be the best man at my wedding.
4. Caitlin Mcbrien.
5. Bobby Peterson.
Day cinco: Six Things You Wish You’d Never Done
Really really wish I wasn’t speeding that day, considering i kind of had a gut feeling id get pulled over. But i decided to keep speeding.
Investing that much time into something i thought we had, when you blew that to shit.
Carried my cup out of that party.
Read those court files, and actually read the real truth as to what was going on
Going to that apartment.
Never telling you how...
Day Cuatro: Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A...
Whats the point of having a cell phone if its turned off half the time.
What time do I work at.
When is my next paycheck coming.
Girls, and never knowing what to fully do.
Whats going to happen with my court supervision
What would I look like without my gut.
Why Can’t this one person catch a break.
Day Tres: Eight Things About You
1. I really realy want to teach highschool photography. Ive always wanted to be a teacher, I love working with kids. I really love photography, and I think itd be a awesome job for the rest of my life =).
2. Im the middle child of my family. I have one older sister who I love dearly and would do anything for her. Im still very protective of her around guys even though im younger then her. My...
Phone
So my father loves to turn my phone off as “punishment.” Turning off my phone is the only way my dad disciplines me (considering I’m to old to be punished for things). My phone can be turned off for an assortment of reasons.
If the tooth paste cap is ever of the tooth paste.
If the closet door in the bathroom closet door is open.
If someone leaves socks somewhere around the...
Day Dos: Nine ways to win your heart.
Cuddle with me any chance we can =)
Deal with the strange and large variety of music i like
Smile as much as you can
Laugh when ever you want to
Be open with me, I can keep a secret
I may need you to be a model for photo projects
Hang out with me and my friends
Dont worry about me if I go hang out with you
Be yourself, dont feel obligated to change.
Very happy
Im so glad i found that poem. It’s funny reading it now, and thinking of ways to change it even more. I just want to show both my parents (at different times of course) and see what they say. See if they see it. Basically my big fuck you to the both of them.
The messenger
People say don’t shoot the messenger Although he’s caught in the middle Dodging bullets and running from explosions Exposed to both sides The overly aggressive tyrant The out numbered rebels They were one country, now they stand divided by leaders A disagreement that started death showers Then a boy became the messenger Running to each admiral and sergeant Retrieving information,...
Rather then do hw/study
I’ve been doing this, facebook, twitter, and waiting for my brother to get out of the hospital. He broke his leg a year ago on my birthday. They had to put a plate in his leg due to butterfly fracture. I guess the surgery went well, he should be home in a while. I get to be his taxi service for the next few weeks, getting school and what not. Anthony is here also, hes really high/ doesnt...
Day Uno: Ten things you want to say to ten...
1. We’ve been through so much together. I’m glad I met you, I’m glad for every single minute we spent together. I feel like shit because it seems as if I dont care anymore, but I do. I’m not trying to fade away, it’s just college and people meet other people, people hangout with different friends.
2. I really am sorry I haven’t lived up to what you thought I...
WTF
Tumblr this is the second time I actually wrote a good post of what i was thinking, no holding back. Then i post it, and it tweeked out. Plz get shit in gear.
Get to it.
Think i deserved a little more than that, Kind of shocked at the moment. Not sure whats going on, not sure whats going to happen. Go with your gut feelings people, they are always right.
Study habits.
I listen to music, watch TV, have alot of background sound going on when I study. For those of you who think this is weird, I went to a elementary school with no walls. El sierra is a very different school, it also has a sister school called bel air (this is located on the north side of downers). I really think i can study like this because all of the other classrooms would be teaching, learning,...
korenomnomnom asked: Sorry sorry sorry! I keep forgetting you're on tumblr, you big ol' tumblr n00b. DON'T SHOW NICK, I WILL KILL YOU. Although he has seen me in that shirt before. How do you think I got promoted? JUST KIDDING.
eh.
merp.
Drinkin.
So i wrote a huge random blog about 2 mins ago. Tumblr tweeked. Im pissed. I felt really good about the whole rant i just wrote.
Fuck you tumblr for tweeking.
Untitled.
The shape in my hand
I have in my chest
I give it away
to the best of the best
As for the rest
hope for the best
It wont leave my hand
until we break our band
We’ll run throught the land
Make notes in the sand
Just because
Whats in my hand